It's monday again

Weird things are happening to me as usual.sheesh hmm.
I lost my voice but my voicebox's still in function. haha. Mimi says that I've got a sexy; husky voice.
Okay. what the hell. haha.
The funny part is that I was talking to desmond for a short while in the morning with a "barely there" voice and he's got sore throat, ulcers and i dunno what's more for him..and poor desmond, cos' he can't exactly laugh too hard, or else he'll be in more pain..hope the ginseng tea helps But hey, desmond, get well soon yea?(that's if he ever reads this) hahaha
To me, lack of sleep's worse.. =p
Here I am, listening to Norah Jones, got outta bed after sleeping for 3 hours(slept for 2 hours this morning) not becos' I'm no longer tired, but 7 missed calls appeared on my LCD in my cosy dark bedroom. And Iris by Goo Goo Dolls kept on replaying, and it seems that I don't have much of a choice but to get outta bed.
Hmm.. oh. my new ipod nano that I've gotten on saturday can't work. gawd. gotta bring it to appleshop tml..genius, sheer genius..I'm gonna see my beloved macbook. argh. let's not talk about it.
mommy..if you're reading this, IT'S A HUGE HINT!
Oh..and my bday's round the corner..okay fine it's in 1 month's time haha..yea.noted..okays. I'm gonna make some minor changes to my graphic design stuff now.
x o x o
Debbie

A stressful schweek

Higher Steps with shorter hair.
It's an entirely different look. Sigh. I miss my long hair.
My mom seems to like it better.
Oh yea, both pictures were taken on different days.
I was at Raffles The Plaza yesterday and tuesday.
Mimi was the one who brought us there on both occasions. haha.
clay had her african bushman yesterday. Oh yea. If you ever did realise this. I broke down on tuesday at school.(for the first time).And thus, there wasn't any makeup on.(for the pic on the right) More stuff about sch?
As for design drawing, hmm.. majority of the class have to reassess.
Gawd. That's real bad news.
Oh. which reminds me. Desmond was looking for me. Sighh. He asked Fiza where I was.
Hmm. yea.
Oh After Raffles The Plaza outing with clay,cherie,mimi and clara, all of us headed to cine for ktv. haha. I think I wouldn't be going out for the weekend. Loads of work to do.
Come what may.
X o x o
Debbie

=/ sunday

News for today.
Mom may be sending me overseas after my course. Sobs.
Gonna miss singpore. Friends. Family. Food. etc. All the F's for Singapore.
Most prolly heading to London. It's super far lar.
Omg. Can faint. Still considering though-cos' the standard of living there's super high.
Wonder will some pple miss me or be happy that i'm gone. =/
Well, it's sad that not many pple do really know me that well. Wonder why rumors about me still exist. Okay.
Maybe I'm still trying to survive on a planet called earth.
Like didn't know talking about me can be so enjoyable. Okay. Bitching's never boring. But it's different if there're made-up stories about you that's going ard-esp. you not knowing. It's like I feel I'm some celeb or smth-(me)Topic of the day. Sometimes, I wonder.. hmmm.. dots... I know it's outta sudden that i'm saying this but I miss him.His name is Sam.

Miss Swan (900)HOT-SWAN

Best Condom Commercial EVER

banned commercial

funny advert.

School Life

DURING VISUAL STUDIES LESSON...

During Fizah's bday

He ain't my guy alrights. haha. Omg. I must make this clear. Sweet.

dang! I just woke up.
haha. 2 Major stuff to hand up tomorrow.
I may not be able to sleep again tonight.(yikes)
But at least I had some good sleep last night.
Guess what?
I dreamt of me studying in aussie and I met clay there lar. omg. haha.
And my mom got me the whole apartment and all. Super cool shit.
But I was like crying. Miss my family and all.
hahah.yes. to a certain extent that I was at my brother's school-sajc-crying in front of him lar. omg.so freaky. Okay. There's loads more.
There's more good news today.
My dad booked a chalet hahaha. Why? Something gotta do with his job. man..
I so love today.
Btw, I love this song. Iris-GooGooDolls.
I heard some guy singing in the lab during jesvin's class yesterday and I looked at mimi-"omg." haha yea. mimi finds him cute though.As for me, I Like the song better hahaha.
Alright alright. Gotta do work now. Have to be in school later.
Smackers.

Silly Dilly - Dilly Dally

Bad start with a happy ending.
My monday will soon be over.
Why was it a bad start?
I missed this important quiz for this module-design in context. I'm so dead. So let's not talk about it.
Went to School. I couldn't finish my digital media stuff.
Had 9 outta 12.
Think Bad Luck. No.Never.
Lady luck's coming in.
Nah. Rather think it's meant to be. So I did my presentation with just 9 pictures. Oh, the good thing is that today's presentation's based on your presentation skills. So I was pretty happy about it.
Was at sunshine plaza for dinner with mimi,cherry and clay. Craved for a chicken pie but sobs, no more chicken pie for dilly. Okay, they had fried rice and mimi was so hungry and she went to order another plate of it. argh. guess wad. why of cos' it's predictable that she couldn't finish it.
So I landed myself in the victim's corner with clay. haha. Okay. Please dun laugh.
We played scissors,paper,stone.
The Loser has to eat a mouthful of it.
"Sick Don" called & wanted to catch a movie today.
As what I've said, don's sick. And ms yam intented to visit a doc herself. haha. sorry.
Saw Dsmd today. He just dropped me a testi and gave me a grin.
Thanks dsmd.(If he ever reads my blog,which i highly doubt so.)
Oh yea I wanted to post this picture the previous time when I was blogging.
The full-of-shitapoop part is that my com crashed,and my entry was gone. yea. how tragic.
I'm going crazy. There's so much work to be completed.
Okay. Smackers.

Procrastination Nation Alert
Tomorrow's good-but today is so much better. Here's why.

Listen. I've got this,"I'll do it tomorrow" mentality going.
"I'll do it tomorrow" are probably some of the most-used words in the ENGLISH language.
Think about it:Got to study? You'll do it tomorrow.(been happening for ages).Call your Aunt Sally back? Tomorrow. Return the movie you rented more than a week ago? Definitely tomorrow.
But way in the back of your head is a little voice that's constantly saying. "You know you have to do this!"
You have to agree with me that that voice can get to you-sometimes when you're not even aware that it's there.
It can make you worry so much that you can end up with depression,panic attacks,insomnia and a weakened immune system.(Yes,it's that serious!)
That's why it's so important to curb this "I don't feel like it right now" instinct.
Take a few minutes and relax, then go return that video already! hahaha.

Okay, don't you find that sometimes procrastination is part of perfectionism?
Like You're afraid you won't do smth well, so you put it off.
See, maybe you may be using procrastination as a tool to protect yourself from disappointment.
It always happen to me.
Sighh. I'm a virgo btw.

GaWD. I so have to curb this "I'll do it tomorrow" thing by today. It's like I've got so much work to do and it gets to a point that you don't feel like doing(lazy) anymore.

And yes, I do have this tinge of envy when I see pple having that ability to finish everything on time. (not smth i should be proud of)
hahaha. I can do that most of the time but Okay. Simply put it as I'm LAZY.
Alright. Back to work and no more procastination.

HOPE

Be strong Debbie.
"I'll be with you thru' thick and thin. Don't cry anymore."
These are the words of comfort.
Sender and Recipent? Myself.
Thank you very much.
Tryin' hard enough to get a grip.
Always hoping. Crossing my fingers and look to the sky. Will there be a miracle?
Oh, I saw the pre-rough ice-cream offerer today at the student lounge. As usual. Zeroistohundred.
And yes."My angel"has flown away.
Must grab some armor and sword-have to go thru' all the shit in life myself. How nice.
Where art thou superman?
haha. No Joke.
Okay. Gotta get back to my zo-cards now.
Smackers.