Them

The year is coming to an end real soon.
I just got back from zouk.
Wrong. WINE BAR that is.
I had one of the best times in my life, having a girls night out, seeing my good friend-clay, getting hitched-she knows what I'm talking about, having the same sentiments with people that you care, cares shit about you and last but not least having someone to bite off my cheeks-okay I'm kidding-No, you sit down. haha.
Despite walking around town with them, having the sorest blisters that I can possibly have, I'm happy that I'm out with them for dinner and drinks at J Bar(M Hotel) and Wine Bar to a continuation of round two. haha.
I predict that I will be in a very deep sleep after reading zel's mail and having a good warm bath after me typing good night everyone.

My mind's playing tricks on me.

I miss him.
I miss him.

Crush me.
Crush me now.


HURRY.






I'm waiting...







And I'm still waiting...
















No signs of him.























Alright. It's just a dream.
Good night.

I'm a freaking feminist.

Mostly Red & Yellow.
That's like one of the best colour schemes you can dip me in. Ahhem. No, it's not for some fondue. It's more like a self-check thing. I'm down with a bloody unexpected sickness called a mild fever and cold, prolly after 2 rounds of red wine during my x'mas dinner with more heineken when the girls are back AND I started coughing like a sick old grandmother. Ever wonder why. No raising of eyebrows' here. Your good old friend here didn't take care of her health lar. Just to let you know, it's not that she's fully aware of not wanting to have fun and go drown herself with all those alcohol. Whereas trying to control the alcohol limit when she isn't even driving is a good sign during the festive season.
(I like it when you nod. So keep nodding.)
Okay. Just take it as I am procrastinating. And you can stop thinking whether will I get an end result with that. Let me tell you something. The answer is, "NO!"
Well, if you do know me well, you should bloody know me as an explorer or prolly a negotiator if you've seen the both sides of me.
WARNING: I HAVE SPLIT PERSONALITIES.
haha. And prolly my chemical controller is DOPAMINE. haha. Yes, I went to do some research about what's stirring the emotions and bingeing system.
Dopamine is a compound that is associated with the pleasure system of the brain and released through sensory experiences such as meeeeee food and sex. ooo. Okay what that really means. It kinda indicates novetly-seeking, high-energy(affirmative)irreverent types, who get a kick out of taking risks and get bored very very quicky(i pity men) haha. like me. yea. Okay.
So you see, I'm pretty hard to handle.
It's either you love or hate me baby.
If you wanna know more about me..
READ ON.

Being optimistic and am always up for adventure-but I value my autonomy very highly and I am not really good at following rules. Call me if you want an excited night out. haha. That's if I'm in the mood and have no problems with cash flow man. No worries. I've planted a seed in the garden so prolly Debbie's money tree will be up in no time. haha. So cherie, clay or ling and elaine, our meet-ups will have to be soon as long as I am kicking outta bed well with a perfect-no bad hair day with zit-free face-Apparently, I'm facing some breakout-So I've become a stay-home pimple-faced girl.)

As I am about to type my next statement, my brother just interrupted.
My father will be on channelnewsasia like now. (2030)
Branding Singapore.

Family has to watch it now.
I'm forced to be by the telly soon.
Goodbye you. haha.

Happy Holidays

Jingle bells... jingle bells...jingle all the way!

I had 3 to 4 thanksgivings' and it's been a wonderful year. And as you know when it's Christmas, the new year is approaching.
*Scatches my head* pondering... so what's gonna be the 10 new year's resolution.. again?
And yes, don't you catch me smirking.

I wouldn't wanna say that I'm truely happy with what I have, but I am contented.
I spent this rainy christmas with my girls and dear loved ones. =)

However, don't get me wrong but this is my perception of christmas...

It is unknown exactly when or why December 25 became associated with Jesus' birth. The New Testament does not give a specific date.The identification of the birthdate of Jesus did not at first inspire feasting or celebration.

So personally, I do not celebrate Christmas becos' it's Jesus's birthday.
But it's a time for merry making and thanksgiving-such as spending time with your family etc

It's like the same theory for santa claus.

If interested, you can always check that chubby man here

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santa_claus

Merry Chrismas & Happy Holidays My Friends!

xoxo

Debbs

Thanksgiving

I had my Thanksgiving dinner with juls, mom, tim & dessy @ Intercontinental on Saturday.

Needed some time off to distress.

Me savouring the desserts after the main course @ the olive tree - interconn.

The tiramisu at fullerton was damn good despite me having a seafood buffet before that hahaha. It's been raining for the past few days-heard that there was a typhoon in philippines and that's why Singapore's affected.

Did my presentation for dpm yesterday and am on mc today cos' I caught a cold-due to the rain. More work to be done and completed tonight.

Alrights.
Shall update you guys with more pictures and...

a special message to clay and cherie: Jul's in the house!

Yummy ice-cream treats!

Hey Look who's back! haha I'm so glad that I'm back at my old house. =)

I've been busy with loads of schwork man.

Shall post some of the pictures that I took last sun for my dpm photoshoot and the haagen dazs treat with mom and dessy. haha I've got more coming up though. Stay Tune.

Updates

The highlight of the month.

1st December 2006.

The day that both me and clay will always remember. okay. The truth is that I hardly get this wasted. yea.

Wonder where did all the vigor come from man. I had like 3 hours of sleep the night before. haha.

The funny part is that I still look radiant. haha. Cheers to our flammin' and 7 spirits! hahaha.

It was also the night when both clay and cherie know my deepest inner thoughts and feelings.=)

I LOVE YOU-CHERIE & CLAY

(ME*Cherie*Clay)

(ME*Cherie)

(Crystal*Clay*me)

I'm pissedtified

I kinda had a scruffy week at school.

Down on luck.

Some half-assed shit. Well, hope I don't get that screwed next week.

Gawd. When do I have that sorta time to do some X'mas shopping man.

Was away for 2 hours.

Back to blogging.

I just spoke to my mom. sheesh.

That was like a 2 hours chat man. haha.

It's my great-grandma's birthday later tml.
So there'll be some sorta celebration or smth.

Like buffet at her place.
I've got loads of stuff to do man. I haven't really started on my dpm cos' the images that I have now are like pixelated or it's malapropos.
Think I'm in deep shit. Argh.

I've finally discussed about x'mas shopping with somebody.(mom)

Guess I'll be in town tml. Have to head down to haagen dazs man.
Needa snap some pictures for my work and savour the nice sweet treats! =)

My mom kinda encouraged me to complete my grade 8 exam for my piano man. It's been such a bloody long time.

I told her that I'd rather learn how to speak french. haha. (I'M NOT LYING)

It's seriously a better idea man. But it's the time factor lar.

I've gotta start packing cos' I'll be moving over to this place that's two traffic lights away from desmond's, allen's & elaine's place, and guess what, vincent's my new neighbour. heheheh.

Think it'd be fun man. Chomp Chomp and all. haha.

FOOD! YYAAAAYYYY!

It's time to catch up after like 13 months?

The funny part is that I've got loads of friends that are staying in that particular area man. How queer. haha

This's nothing personal but..

Desmond. Stopcallingme.

Alrights. Gonna start cracking. Ciao.

Listen Up!

Midweek Crisis! haha. Can't believe that I'm having such a lazy start and suffering from lazybummness affair. haha. Doubt I'll be sleeping tonight.
Arghh!!
I so wanna go shopping soon! I'm craving for new red patent peep toes! Like the one I saw at miu miu! haha. I'm crazy for it.
I know that I own one(not from miu miu,pardon me) already but it's just so fab when I walked past the shop while I was making my way to mount e from paragon. So you know what to get me for christmas! haha. I'm kidding.
Well, thanks to the intelligent planning of the bloody school system.
The day after christmas is my submission for 2 majors! How Fantastic! And I've got another major module due during the christmas week! I'm leading such a "great" life!
Seriously, I'm not really into the celebrations and all. But it's the "take-the-time-off" thing that matters! Like who works during x'mas? I mean even like customer service for almost every company's closed!
Retail shops are closed too! C'mmon!
I'm having a mini thanksgiving dinner with tim,des,mom and jul at inter-conn on the 16th and will be at the courtyard-fullerton on the 23rd.
Sobs. I just wanna have a merry christmas and a happy new year holiday!
Alrights. I'm happy with the procrastinating. haha.
Ciao.

I Do Cherish You

Once again I decided to drop by and blog. haha.

I've been extremely busy.

Debbie's facing some anxiety shit here and she's gotta 2 days mc. Wth. It shouldn't be happening but yea. It's happening. I miss hanging out. Sighh. Wonder whether should i be happy or sad to say that I've finally started to pull up my socks(never wear shoes,trust me) and start cracking. But obviously I'm not as pro as some others. Everything's been laid out for them. F these pple. hahaha. Okay.

Sam messaged me from Spain this morning at 5am(think it's like evening over there) when I was half-asleep. Sweeeet.

Anyway,I've colored my hair back to brown-black.
This was done @ toni&guy like last week. Ffing look like a doll. haha.

We were at Mezzanine at Hyatt the other day when I did my hair.

And that's cherie. giving me a classic look.

That's not an insult.

But it's the grin that I'll always picture when I see her.

That sorta grin that says,"Da-bee, don't worry, cherie's here."

haha very comforting indeed.

Friend.

I hardly have a good picture of clay smiling. haha TAAADAAAA.

Another friend that understands me.

Someone that I can confide in.

=)

Oh yea. She wrote us(me and cherie)a letter on a monday morning(be surprised cos' she's awake at 6am!) using her new type writer hahaha.

Friend.

Where's mimi?

Couldn't find the latest picture that we took but hope this's good enough.

hahaha.

Labelled
as
Friend.

Wen Kai just said a prayer for me.
Haha. I know it's weird but thanks.
DO APPRECIATE THAT. =)

cheers!

Mom's Birthday

Pictures taken during my mom's bday after our Teppanyaki Dinner.


Treats for my camille. =)

I see turquoise

Bringing in the blues on a sunday where I supposed to be at church.

Maybe that can be the reason why And I'm listening to
Art Star by Yeah Yeah Yeahs!

Debbs going bonkie.

Cherie called me at 3pm with a sore throat and a barely there voice.
(very thoughtful of her)
Gotta give Zouk Flea a miss man.

I have no fffing idea why I would say this randomly.
But I wanna watch the stars(have to wait for 2 more hours to dusk) and build a snowman outside my house right now.(this seems more impossible) hahaha.

Can someone just save me from this planet earth where most boring pple live their dreadful lives miserably.

Being home alone isn't doing me any good. haha.

Okay. Let me "expose" myself to the media(like the telly).

Debbie has to regain that vitality soon! And yes.
Go figure how many different shades of blues that she's suffering from right now. haha.

Happy Birthday Camille!

My Camille seems to get bigger each day. hahaha.
I had dinner at crystal jade and ice-cream at swensens man.
It's crazy. Seriously, I need to detox man. Need to get my 3months old Camille to abortion. hahahaa.
Anyway, Please don't be mistaken. All references about Camille's my tummy.
So for Gawd's sake, please don't think that I'm really pregnant.
Trust me. I've met pple that reads my blog word for word.
So it's like fuged up if I have to explain about what they've misunderstood. Great.
I have to get some sleep and live my life like a pig. Shall work on the gym idea soon. Good night!

Just Bored.

These are some of my works for dpm-desktop publishing for the previous semester at school.
Haha. I was sending Edwin my works so thought that it'd be nice to post them here and let you guys have a preview. yeap. Hurry thank me. I'm waiting.

Gonna be having dinner later at crystal jade. Damn sian. I've got not much appetite man.
Having flu and feeling sick in my stomach. =/

I had like a pretty good dinner@ fisherman's village last night
(maybe that's one of the reason why!)

And yes. I so have to add this.

IT'S THE COMPANY THAT MATTERS!

THAT'S WHAT BEING SPECIAL IS ALL ABOUT.

haha Think I wanna head down to dempsey road later.
It's kinda near tanglin camp though. I was there with cherie and clay last thursday-right before I left for my getaway on friday morning. hahaha.
It was kinda dark @ Hacienda. hahaha Seriously. We could vaguely see the faces of other pple at the other tables man. hahaha. And pardon me. We're not people watching! It's just that the lighting isn't that good. You know. Omg. What am I even talking about. There's no lighting. There were only candles.(how romantic) hahaha.

Alright. I have to go get ready.

Toods!

Grant My Appetite!

Dextor thanked me over msn for the XXL Lolli's!
haha So polite-I like-Okay. Listen up, he's 12.
It's funny that we can talk man. Not that I sound and think like a 12 year old, but he reminds me of the good old days.
Like TMNT(Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) is the absolute coolest cartoon you must watch and own the individual turtles man! hahaha.
And all the crash dummies that "died"! hahaha.
Oh Which reminds me-I did TMNT for my school assignment using adobe illustrator. Apparently, I intended to post it here but it's 16-bit or smth
(colour scheme on blogspot) so the visual turned out to look like shit here as gif file. Well, just too bad I guess.
Anyway, I'm super hungry gotta order from this online webbie-www.dabao.sg- that clay introduced
haha the delivery rate's as low as $2!
That's all for now folks!

P.S: Desmond took these series of pictures of me while we were webcaming!

Some Of The Dinner Pictures For Rachel's Bday

(*Me & Cherie*)

(*Cherie*)
(*Camera shy Clay*)
( *Sylvia*Chuwen*Le-er*Crystal*)
(*Clay*A missing Rachel*Cherie*)

rachel

*RACHEL'S BIRTHDAY @ Dragonfly*

Misty

What an incredible weekend. I was away for a short getaway man. haha. I went thru' clouds in cloud 9. haha. Yesterday was rachel's bday man. hmm.. i'll be posting all the pictures soon.

Stay where you are.

Free your mind and find a way. I felt the same as he did.

Somewhere (Within Temptation)
Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign.
Instead there is only silence, can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping, Need to know where you are, but one thing is for sure, you're always in my heart.
Chorus: I'll find you somewhere.
I'll keep on trying until my dying day.
I just need to know whatever has happened, the truth will free my soul.
Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home.
I want to embrace you and never let you go.
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul.
Living in agony cause I just do not know where you are.
Repeat chorus
Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.
Whatever it takes, I need to know.
Repeat chorus

Do you see what I see

I close my eyes and smile without having any form of understanding.
I've been racking my brains for ideas for the microsite-banner thing-for Creative 2006.
It's really incredible that both me and desmond's working together for this "campaign".
We're like working alongside with oligvy and MICA. seriously, this's some cool shit.
I was at the press conference for creative 2006 @ Esplanade this morning.
Met like various directors from art,design and media.
So it's really like nerve-wreaking at first, but everything turned out to be fine-i hope.
Let's not talk about work anymore.
I'm having mixed feelings about everything. Especially work. okay this's bad, I'm talking about work again.
There're so much things that I wanna shout it out loud and scream as though there's no tml.
I see stripes-like those thin & thick / white & black ones-in contrast and sequence-running as though my vision's like an amphi-theatre in film strips.
I feel really quixotic.
Let me catch some sleep and more updates real soon.
Going Bonkers. Boo.

More Cherry Martini For You

(ME*CHERIE*CLAY)

(DSMD)

(CLAY)

Still in the mood.

(MY CHERIE LADY)

(NO ROCKING ALLOWED.)

(THE CRYSTABEL GANG)

Moody-In a good way

(CHUWEN*CRYSTAL*E*CHERIE*RACHEL)

(SUE*E)

(DSMD*CLAY)

So in the mood for more.

( CHERIE*ME*CLAY)

(CHERIE*CHUWEN)


(THEY FEED ME WITH CANDIES EVERYDAY.)

More Pictures for Cherie's bday.

In the Mood for Cherry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE!

(RACHEL & CHERIE)(CHERIE AND DESMOND)
It's Cherie's Birthday man. =) happy 19th bday cherie!
Think clay's still sleeping and my cherie lady's out with rachel.
We were BOoging at the retro room, the main arena and smoove yesterday. haha.
It was half an hour of non-stop shooters. Madness! It's not even one for one. haha.
I had to help cherie to drink her submarine. okay.
me,clay,sylvia(cherie's sis) and cherie(for half an hour) got high man.
I had to eat in order to be sober. Farce.
We were at hong kong cafe(cherie's fav. place) at cine-it's open 24 hours.
Everything about cherie's bday's some downright high jinks man. hahaha.
Oh man. Bernard's not meeting me today. Sighh. Okay. I have to delay the posting of my overdue bday pictures. haha. Well..Let me upload the pics that we took during MY CHERIE LADY'S BDAY.

you're missing out

What a massive week!
My Assessments ended on tuesday!
haha and it was crazy entertainment after since.
Saturday-We celebrated Mimi's and Chuwen's bday man. Dinner at Rennthai with Mimi,her teddy, cherie and clay & celebrated chuwen's bday at crystabel haha.
Omg hassyim's celebrating his bday on wed and crystal's bday's on fri.
My Cherie lady's bday will be on the 21st man.
We'll be heading to Singapore Bennale on friday with the gang. Okay. I heard that it's gonna be fun.
I can't wait for Halloween! hahaha.
(Recap)
Wednesday-Crystabel wth the gang followed by a surprise, okay i'm smiling already, had pataya @Alameen and fancy seeing 4 pple squeezing on clay's bed. haha.
Thursday-Woke up at 4pm at clay's,went home and headed to Chinatown in the night.
Friday-Caught Stay Alive the movie with sam & went over to East Coast and celebrated Mooncake Festival with the gang. haha. Headed to Cherie's place and had prata and played the crazy aquarium game and almost had fits cos' I was laughing so hard.
Alrights. I'm gonna be catching sex and the city season 5 now. dvd marathon. Ciao. and yes. you're missing out! haha

One Birthday Picture.

I've recovered one of the pictures that I took during my birthday. The sad part is that I've only got one.

"That's desmond and me." =)

Bernard will be passing me the rest of the pictures this coming week. Sweeet. Shall update then. Tars.